Dreams i remember and wrote down....

3/23/01 "I am in a city that is a utopian society. We are sorted in lines by chutes through a large mechanical appratus. after talking for a while the people i am with and me become aware that we are being sent to the recruiters. I am in my chute and am dumped on a convyer belt which takes me to my white, corn-rowed, glitter, clone recruiter. I tell her I know ,"HTML, CSS, and Javascript." She looks at me and says what a shame." I start pleading for database and programming work. Her old terminal spit out her 1200 lsitings for those and I frantically start trying to convince I can do one of those."

12/16/01 My current bf tries to leave and he starts throwing my stuff out of the window while i go and grab it and plead with him to stay. Very panicky.

1/13/02 Woke up with a panic attack.